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Can I be done being sad over this break up yet? Jesus Christ.

I’m feeling forgotten.
Is that what “closure” feels like?

I just remembered that I ate lasagna that I dropped on the floor last night. Margaritas are fun.

You told me that I was the only one to make you feel alive and well and human again. Now all I am is a waste because you dont love me or want me around. You shouldn’t have told me that you love me. I won’t believe you now.

Sometimes I think about the
bad times,
And sometimes I think about the
good times,
But mostly I think about how you
hurt me,
And how I never expected that from you in million years.

And maybe I should be
moving on,
But the time just keeps
dragging.
And maybe I should be
holding on,
But I’m trying to make progress.

But last time we talked, you said, “you treat me so well but there’s someone else that will love you more than I did.” and it makes me feel so used up.

Because you can’t fall in love and expect something back; it will never work that way.

You are
always
on
your
own.